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30 August 2005

this often happens. i write in my journal. regularly. explore ideas and thoughts and experiences. try to understand myself. and then. silence. sometimes years of it. they always seem to happen when life becomes hardest. when perhaps i need to be writing the most. fleshing out my problems. ranting. weeping. laughing hysterically over odd little things that jolt me out of my funk and make me know, again, that life is good and lovely and beautiful.

it is time to break silence again. one of my best friends told me once that to write is to think. that without writing, one cannot think. i don’t know how absolute that statement is, but in some way it is right. i would add that to converse is to think. i have existed thinking only in spurts. randomly. when compelled to because i’d rather converse with my friends than sit a sullen lump. but lately i have realized how much i miss thinking. all the time. hard, laughing, wailing, rigorous, silly, exhilerating, mundane thinking.

so i will write.

2 Comments leave one →
  1. 1 September 2005 8:13 am

    glad to have you back again amy–nice to read your thoughts.:)

  2. 6 September 2005 8:58 pm

    Hey Amy, speaking of writing and blogging, over at feminist mormon housewives, they are (supposed to be) discussing Mama Day. But it looks like hardly anyone has read the book! A shame since you’ve said it’s really good, and the poster put a lot of time into asking some good discussion questions. I’m sure she’d love a couple of sentences from you about why you liked the book…:)(I’m evil – trying to tempt you to blog when we should all be doing more important things:) )

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